urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light Lucius of Cornwell Lucius of Cornwell 2008-08-20T01:21:12Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:6605 2008-08-20T01:21:12Z 2008-08-20T01:21:12Z <b>[Filtered to Raven]</b><br /><br />My lord Raymond, have you remembered more?<br /><br />If you have time, perhaps you could spare a minute to speak with me. I will await you in my room. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:6258 2008-08-06T20:54:25Z 2008-08-06T20:54:25Z Everyone has been acting... strangely, for the past few days now. Is this another effect of the island's magic? It... worries me, truly. Still, even so, it does not seem to be so many people, at least, not like the other happenings that involved what seemed like the majority of this town's population.<br /><br />My Lord Raymond? Lady Priscilla? Lady Serra? Lady Florina? Bridget?<br /><br />Are all of you still unchanged as of now? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:6047 2008-06-16T20:10:46Z 2008-06-16T20:10:46Z <b>[Private, unhackable]</b><br /><br />It has been a week since I have remembered. It was one thing hearing the words from Lord Gunter, but it was another altogether to... to <i>see</i> in my mind, and to <i>remember</i>.<br /><br />Father... Mother...<br /><br />There is a part of me that wishes I could remember more clearly, these parents that I will never see again. And yet, there is another part that is thankful that at least I will not be haunted forever by unblinking eyes, by the blood...<br /><br />I am spending more and more time in the church once again. It seems to be the only place that can offer me solace, though I find it... embarrassing, at least, if not fully shameful... that a healer like me should need the services of my colleagues so much.<br /><br />--Healer, now. I have been offered a promotion, and one that I very thankfully accepted. It lightens my heart to help more, to learn and to teach.<br /><br />Still, I wonder if that does not only make matters worse, to be so helpless myself, while I have these responsibilities. But I will try my best.<br /><br />I wonder, too, if whatever sickness I have had before has returned. There are times when I can hardly breathe... These problems have been easing up, but now...<br /><br />...I have not told Lord Raymond yet. I know I should, but, at the same time, I <i>cannot</i>. He would... worry. And it... is not my place to cause that...<br /><br />I have been doing a good job of hiding it, I think. I smile, the same as always...<br /><br />...I do not look forward to the day when Lord Raymond finds out. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:5725 2008-06-09T01:07:43Z 2008-06-09T01:07:43Z This week has been passing strange, though I believe I have lived here for long enough to be almost used to it. I am... unsure whether that is such a good thing or not.<br /><br />As Lord Gunter had memories of mine, it appears I have some of his. I am glad that they seem to be far less dark...<br /><br />In a way, I feel... fortunate that I am hearing those memories of mine from him. It... takes off the edge, even if simply a little. Yet, they are... not my own, not like this. I cannot even see my own father and mother's faces... They deserve far more respect than what I am able to give now.<br /><br /><b>[Filtered to Gunter]</b><br /><br />Lord Gunter, would you wish to hear of your own memories? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:5460 2008-05-31T00:35:11Z 2008-05-31T00:35:11Z <b>[Filter: Raven]</b><br /><br />Lord Raymond, would you like to...<br /><br />Ah...<br /><br />The dinner... at the Onsen...<br /><br />I... tickets...<br /><br />I... I mean...<br /><br />*deep breath, metaphorically*<br /><br />Lord Raymond, would you like to come to the dinner at the Onsen with me?<br /><br />I... ah... I apologize if I overstepped my boundaries, but I have... purchased two tickets, and I would... be honoured if you would... be willing to come with me.<br /><br />W-we could share a room with Master Bridget and Lady Florina, i-if you would not mind, my lord... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:5310 2008-05-17T16:48:35Z 2008-05-17T16:48:35Z <b>[Private, but easily hackable]</b><br /><br />I-it appears that everyone thinks I am a woman. This is... this is probably not surprising, but it is... truly troublesome...<br /><br />I wonder how best to tell them. They... they always... seem so <i>shocked</i>, and... that is... not my intention.<br /><br />I... ah... Perhaps I should... simply not... tell them. But... umm... lying is...<br /><br />Or change my clothing! But these are the robes of St. Elimine's order. I... I cannot simply...<br /><br />Oh, what should I do... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:4946 2008-04-21T01:43:13Z 2008-04-21T01:43:13Z It has been a busy week. I am glad that everyone is once again their normal selves, and that everything has settled down. Ah, but the children were adorable! In a way, it was almost refreshing seeing their smiles, their joys and new discoveries, and comparing them to the people you knew...<br /><br />Ah, but I <i>am</i> pleased that everything is back to normal! However normal this island ever is, at least.<br /><br />I wish everyone luck on finding a partner for the upcoming ball!<br /><br />I... really do not think they would be so cruel as to truly starve us. I... ah... I believe I will not be attending... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:4858 2008-04-15T02:09:39Z 2008-04-15T02:09:39Z It has been hectic lately, with so many children around. I am pleased that Lord Aizen set up the cafeteria as a daycare for them.<br /><br />Sometimes, it is difficult to figure out who they used to be. And, of course, it always comes as a shock when one <i>does</i>. They are, so many of them, so familiar and yet strange at the same time, and I wonder how much to tell them, and how much more I have to be careful not to let slip.<br /><br />There is the trouble of family members, as well. Almost everyone is searching for parents and older siblings, and I wonder if they are even here. Even if they are not, I know that I cannot stop searching, even if simply for a promise, and for the slightest chance that they might be. <small>Ah... but if they <i>are</i> here, would they even remember? It would be so cruel, if they did not...</small><br /><br />Lord Raymond and Lady Priscilla... At least they have found each other. Cornwell... It is to Cornwell that I owe my allegiance, first and foremost, and even now, that need not change. I can only pray that they would accept my help as is.<br /><br />More than that, I am worried about that young boy we took to the clerics. Even now, as I visit, I see that his health is declining. That my skills could not cure him was not such a surprise; I am still only learning. But that even the church could do nothing... even the clerics who could raise the dead could not save him... that is troubling. If they do not return to their normal selves, what would happen to him? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:4471 2008-04-01T16:58:32Z 2008-04-01T16:58:32Z I suppose I really should have expected this to happen, but with everything the way it was, I did not even think of it.<br /><br />If I thought that exiting my room was difficult, it is nothing compared to this. It is embarrassing to say, but it appears I am... stuck... in the church, for the time being. The walk outside dulled my caution, I suppose. I had expected that it would only be strange within the apartment building itself.<br /><br /><small>I... really hope this does not last forever like this. I doubt I would have any way of reaching the door, or even a window...</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:4181 2008-03-28T20:58:18Z 2008-03-28T20:58:18Z It was... in the marquisate of Caelin that I met Lady Priscilla. I was... traveling with Lord Raymond, when we were captured and thrown into the dungeons by those who had taken over castle Caelin. But... when Lord Raymond heard that their enemies contained...<br /><br />Ah...<br /><br />Someone... He convinced them to let him fight. But... he came back for me, and we met up with people that I had once known. Lady Lyndis, Sir Sain, Sir Kent... Lady Florina... Lady Serra and Master Matthew, too! And there were people I had never before met, such as Lady Priscilla.<br /><br />We won, that day... and Lord Raymond and I joined them...<br /><br />Lord Raymond... really <i>was</i> my lord. It is one bit of irony, at least, that I do not mind.<br /><br /><b>[Filter: Raven]</b><br /><br />Lord Raymond, do you remember a Lord Hector of Ostia?<br /><br /><b>[Private, hard to hack]</b><br /><br />...A knife... A rusty knife. I know I had it with me, that day. They did not find it when they took our weapons. I wonder how I came about it, and why I had kept it; I have certainly harbored no illusions of ever trying to use such a thing.<br /><br />And... where is it now?<br /><br />((OOC: If people are confused about the knife -- it's only mentioned in... the Lucius-Renault A support convo, I think, but, anyway, it's the knife that killed his father, and it's his lost item. Since he mentioned to Renault, whom you don't <i>get</i> until near the end of the game, that he still had it, I would assume it didn't get taken, because I doubt the Caelin soldiers would bother returning a rusty knife when they brought his tome.)) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:3981 2008-03-20T01:47:50Z 2008-03-20T01:47:50Z Flowers...?<br /><br />They are quite lovely. I wonder when they arrived...<br /><br />The weather has taken a nice change, truly. It is warm and beautiful now, with the scent of true spring in the air. Perhaps I should take more walks! At least Lord Raymond would be happy if I did...<br /><br />Ah, Master Ulquiorra, I must apologize for my frequent disappearances lately. I fear we have not had a proper chance to speak. I hope you are well, here... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:3834 2008-02-21T07:05:26Z 2008-02-21T07:05:26Z <b>[Private, unhackable]</b><br /><br />Forgive me, St Elimine, for my lies today. I would like to say that I had no choice, but that would be yet another lie. There is always a choice, I know, but none that I could think of.<br /><br />I will not seek excuses, but forgiveness. Show me, I beseech you, the way to set right these troubles before they can multiply further, before deception can truly take root.<br /><br />...Please help her, Lady Elimine...<br /><br />This, your servant asks...<br /><br /><b>[Filtered to Raven]</b><br /><br />My lord Raymond... Do you trust me?<br /><br />If you see me by Lady Florina, please... follow my words, even though it may be a false tale I spin... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:3393 2008-02-18T10:25:15Z 2008-02-18T10:25:15Z <b>[Semi-private, hackable]</b><br /><br />Am I... that... scary? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:3175 2008-01-20T09:23:10Z 2008-01-20T09:23:10Z <b>[Filter: Raven]</b><br /><br />M-my lord Raymond, please help. <s>Lady</s> Lord Serra has been asking question to which I have no answer <s>nor wish to find them out</s>, and...<br /><br />Ah...<br /><br />Please, I beg of you, would you... be able to... explain to her? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:3011 2008-01-08T04:05:24Z 2008-01-08T04:06:00Z So many people have received theirs, and... I... it is strange, but I believe I have, as well. At least, it is nothing that I have felt before...<br /><br />Lady Serra. Yes... I... believe it was her I saw in my memories. And... "Erk", that she was... asking about... <small><s>I... ah... thought it may have been someone choking, but...</s></small> He was there, as well. A mage...<br /><br />There were others. Two men on horses... A young lady on... a... flying horse? <small>I... I hope I did not imagine that...</small><br /><br />And... others. I am... sure there were others. But they were so hazy...<br /><br />I know, however, that it was Lady Serra there. And... we were fighting for Lady Lyndis. Lady Lyndis and Caelin...<br /><br /><small>But it is passing strange that I did not see Lord Raymond or Lady Priscilla anywhere... I am certain I would have recognized them...</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:2641 2008-01-02T03:38:42Z 2008-01-02T03:38:42Z I wonder if I had been forced to leave last time because I did not make much of myself here. Perhaps I stayed too distant, too removed. I will... make an effort to become a more permanent part of this world, this time, I think. Everyone treats this place as if it is a punishment to be here, but... I feel at peace. To be sure, I would like to return home again, but certainly not until Lord Raymond could return with me. Ah, and it is now no longer simply Lord Raymond who is from my world, but Lady Priscilla as well, if Honey's guess is correct. I... suppose our clothes do look strange, all three of us. If at all possible, I would like to stay here until such a time comes that we could all go... together.<br /><br />I have also found a job, finally, at the church as a healer. It appears a young woman working for them had disappeared shortly before my arrival, and they were in need of more assistance. It is fortunate, I think. I... enjoy working here. The church feels so welcoming, and goodness knows I have spent most of my time in here already. I think I may have envied the healers, just a little, before. They had the power to help, where I could only sit and watch. Now, learning their skills, I am no longer so helpless.<br /><br />It appears there is a tournament soon to begin. The church is worried; many people may -- no, <i>will</i> -- get hurt. I... I wish everyone the best of luck, and... I will train hard to ensure that no one is injured beyond my capabilities. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:2524 2007-12-28T22:02:37Z 2007-12-28T22:02:37Z Ah... Here... again? But last I remembered, there was no snow, and the leaves were only beginning to turn red. It must have been months since I was last here. Where have I been, then? I know we lose memories of our lives before, but... to not remember anything of <i>here</i>... And yet, I remember the time before. It... does not add up.<br /><br />I suppose I must have gone home, then. It is a strange concept, knowing that I returned home, and yet remembering not a thing... If I were not experiencing it myself, I would hardly be able to believe it. Still, I suppose it is better this time than the last; I am prepared...<br /><br />Milord Raymond, did I worry you with my absence? I... I apologize, though I had no choice in the matter. How have you been? Are you getting along well? <small>Do you... recall anything of... our world?</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:2258 2007-10-14T22:25:15Z 2007-10-14T22:25:15Z I wonder if the church would mind if I stayed there overnight some of the times...<br /><br /><small>I always stay there too late at night, and the walk back is starting to become more difficult, as the days are becoming shorter and the evenings cooler...</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:1989 2007-09-28T23:44:01Z 2007-09-28T23:44:01Z Ah... it is certainly very... exciting right now. A festival seems like a good idea, after the fire and the injuries lately. The lake is a beautiful and relaxing place to be...<br /><br />It feels a little lonely, though... I read that this is a festival for an ancient myth of a country far away, and for the abundant harvest of autumn, and... for family. And yet, I have none, at least not that I can remember. I doubt they are here, even if I can. I wonder if they live at all...<br /><br />Perhaps they are watching me from my own world, or from the world beyond life. I wonder if I have made them proud... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:1643 2007-09-19T22:36:37Z 2007-09-19T22:37:01Z <a name="cutid1"></a><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v671/arivess/lucius_entry_memento1.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v671/arivess/lucius_entry_memento2.jpg"><br /><br /><br />((OOC: That was messier than I'd intended. ._. My writing's getting worse. XD;; )) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:1423 2007-09-04T22:23:23Z 2007-09-04T22:23:23Z Truth... or Dare...?<br /><br />I... I think that's how it works... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:elimines_light:1207 2007-09-01T20:30:26Z 2007-09-01T20:30:26Z I woke up in a strange place today... Well, truly, I don't know if it really is strange, as I do do not seem to remember anything. I don't think I have ever had this happen before, but, again, I cannot remember if it has.<br /><br />I suppose the best thing to do now would be to ask someone what was going on...