 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
[Private, unhackable]It has been a week since I have remembered. It was one thing hearing the words from Lord Gunter, but it was another altogether to... to see in my mind, and to remember. Father... Mother... There is a part of me that wishes I could remember more clearly, these parents that I will never see again. And yet, there is another part that is thankful that at least I will not be haunted forever by unblinking eyes, by the blood... I am spending more and more time in the church once again. It seems to be the only place that can offer me solace, though I find it... embarrassing, at least, if not fully shameful... that a healer like me should need the services of my colleagues so much. --Healer, now. I have been offered a promotion, and one that I very thankfully accepted. It lightens my heart to help more, to learn and to teach. Still, I wonder if that does not only make matters worse, to be so helpless myself, while I have these responsibilities. But I will try my best. I wonder, too, if whatever sickness I have had before has returned. There are times when I can hardly breathe... These problems have been easing up, but now... ...I have not told Lord Raymond yet. I know I should, but, at the same time, I cannot. He would... worry. And it... is not my place to cause that... I have been doing a good job of hiding it, I think. I smile, the same as always... ...I do not look forward to the day when Lord Raymond finds out. Current Mood:  sick
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
It has been a busy week. I am glad that everyone is once again their normal selves, and that everything has settled down. Ah, but the children were adorable! In a way, it was almost refreshing seeing their smiles, their joys and new discoveries, and comparing them to the people you knew... Ah, but I am pleased that everything is back to normal! However normal this island ever is, at least. I wish everyone luck on finding a partner for the upcoming ball! I... really do not think they would be so cruel as to truly starve us. I... ah... I believe I will not be attending... Tags: back to normal whew, don't wanna attend ball, tired lucius is tired, will i starve if i don't go?, yays people lived
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
It has been hectic lately, with so many children around. I am pleased that Lord Aizen set up the cafeteria as a daycare for them. Sometimes, it is difficult to figure out who they used to be. And, of course, it always comes as a shock when one does. They are, so many of them, so familiar and yet strange at the same time, and I wonder how much to tell them, and how much more I have to be careful not to let slip. There is the trouble of family members, as well. Almost everyone is searching for parents and older siblings, and I wonder if they are even here. Even if they are not, I know that I cannot stop searching, even if simply for a promise, and for the slightest chance that they might be. Ah... but if they are here, would they even remember? It would be so cruel, if they did not...Lord Raymond and Lady Priscilla... At least they have found each other. Cornwell... It is to Cornwell that I owe my allegiance, first and foremost, and even now, that need not change. I can only pray that they would accept my help as is. More than that, I am worried about that young boy we took to the clerics. Even now, as I visit, I see that his health is declining. That my skills could not cure him was not such a surprise; I am still only learning. But that even the church could do nothing... even the clerics who could raise the dead could not save him... that is troubling. If they do not return to their normal selves, what would happen to him? Tags: cornwell huh, kiddies are cute but annoying, lord raymond lady priscilla siblings, mun thinks they're annoying but cute, ohdear dying little boy, well no not annoying
Current Mood:  worried
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
I suppose I really should have expected this to happen, but with everything the way it was, I did not even think of it. If I thought that exiting my room was difficult, it is nothing compared to this. It is embarrassing to say, but it appears I am... stuck... in the church, for the time being. The walk outside dulled my caution, I suppose. I had expected that it would only be strange within the apartment building itself. I... really hope this does not last forever like this. I doubt I would have any way of reaching the door, or even a window...Tags: ceilingcat!lucius is stuck, church ceiling is high, owie lucius is owie, thank goodness memento magic heals self
Current Mood:  nervous
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
It was... in the marquisate of Caelin that I met Lady Priscilla. I was... traveling with Lord Raymond, when we were captured and thrown into the dungeons by those who had taken over castle Caelin. But... when Lord Raymond heard that their enemies contained... Ah... Someone... He convinced them to let him fight. But... he came back for me, and we met up with people that I had once known. Lady Lyndis, Sir Sain, Sir Kent... Lady Florina... Lady Serra and Master Matthew, too! And there were people I had never before met, such as Lady Priscilla. We won, that day... and Lord Raymond and I joined them... Lord Raymond... really was my lord. It is one bit of irony, at least, that I do not mind. [Filter: Raven]Lord Raymond, do you remember a Lord Hector of Ostia? [Private, hard to hack]...A knife... A rusty knife. I know I had it with me, that day. They did not find it when they took our weapons. I wonder how I came about it, and why I had kept it; I have certainly harbored no illusions of ever trying to use such a thing. And... where is it now? ((OOC: If people are confused about the knife -- it's only mentioned in... the Lucius-Renault A support convo, I think, but, anyway, it's the knife that killed his father, and it's his lost item. Since he mentioned to Renault, whom you don't get until near the end of the game, that he still had it, I would assume it didn't get taken, because I doubt the Caelin soldiers would bother returning a rusty knife when they brought his tome.)) Tags: lord hector of ostia, lord raymond acts weird sometimes, lots of people, more memories, ohdear more battling, rusty knife why?
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
elimines_light's journal
Previous
contemplative